It is not freaking FAIR

Damn damn damn
This isn't freaking fair
I just lost my best friend and
Yet no one seems to care

You know how hard it is
To just advert my eyes?
To muffle the scram within
And hold the tears inside?

And it's all his FAULT!!
I hate him so freaking much
I wish he'd just go away so i wouldn't
Have to recoil from his touch

I want to YELL
and scream and kick and shout
Do not make me hold it in
I want to LET IT OUT!

I want to run until
I can not breathe
Scream until
My voice leaves
Hide until
I am forgotten
Keep yelling till
My tongue is cotton
Punch the walls
Till i make a hole
Rip up my room
So it's like my soul!

That's what i get
For trying to do what is right
I lose my best friend
Just get out of my sight.

I HATE YOU!!
I don't care anymore
For whats left of my heart
I am closing the freaking door!!!