The fear i feeL

THe fear i feel
is just a touch
of the real thing
the fear is much

how scared am i
to commit to you
to say "I'm in"
to be one with you

my feelings are tangled
my thoughts a web
do i love you or not?
pounding in my head

i cannot be at ease
with the situation im in
i cannot stay right here
i can't bear the sin

i stay here alone
i sit in my mind
with thoughts coming by
the answer i'll find