Misery

Up until now,
I have lived a life of complete misery,
I would cut myself,
I would hope to die.

I would live in pain,
Live in the total darkness
Hoping that one day,
I would have the courage to end this.

But here I am,
Still alive,
Although barely.
Still breathing,
Although with difficulty.
Still crying,
Although I'm drowning
In my misery...

But here I am,
Still alive,
Still breathing,
Still fighting
To stay alive...

© Fighter