You Think You Know Me

People think they know me
Better than they do
But the "fake me" is what they see
I can't let the "real me" show

When I'm around people I am fine
But behind closed doors I cry
These feelings are real, they're mine
I can't understand myself, I don't know why

Things always get bad
So my friends come to help
Mr.Scissors&Mrs.Razor, they're never sad

I hate to have to do this
But its the only option I have left
I don't wanna tell people, they'll only diss

I wish I could just tell people how I really feel
But if I did, would they understand?
I want them to be real
And through bad times, hold my hand

At night I cry
Wishing it will be better one day
Many things that I do try
Never work and people say...

"oh you're always happy"
"oh you're never blue"
But they don't know me
The way I do

I can't help it if I am like this
I don't know when this will end
Nothing can stop this, not even a kiss
I want someone to be a true friend