Blame me.

I sit in my room and cry
These four walls are just the same
Tainted with hate and envy
Many lies, blood and pain

On one side all i see
Is a vague picture of my life
It's covered with lots of faces
All whom caused me strife

The second is a black rose
It's wilted and almost dead
This reflects my past friendships
And the way they messed with my head

On the third wall i picture a mirror
It's all shattered on the floor
I think it shows my inner pain
And my heart and soul thats torn

The last wall is just plain and empty
I can't seem to comprehend
Maybe it's a new beginning for me
A quiet place for my heart to mend

These four walls are my haven
A familiar place for me to hide
I don't need any helping hands
Or people who are "on my side"

As long as i have myself
I know I'll be just fine
So when i peer into the glass
It can say the blames all mine