Consumed

How do i explain you

I hate what you are but love what you do

You bring me down but with each one lost i am lifted up

You are dangerous but the risk I take I have learned

Even when I say no more I realize your real

I cant quit, I cant escape, I cant leave you out

Iou have grown to be a part of who I am

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if you never came
would I be happy
or would I be worse than today

You picked me up and embraced my fault

Working and pushing to make the change
The change that has not only consumed my outside but inside too

From day to day my feelings change
you are repulsive but you are strong

I cant hate you for the change inside of me

You took me in when they looked down

I didn't make any sound just looked into the dark that was your eyes.

I have never been so happy or so sad.

The consumption of your glory and doom is overwhelming at times.

I must learn to embrace you because you have embraced me.