It

I try to sit still,
But I can still feel
The numbness,
The constant reminder of my sadness.

The pain sinks deeper in my body,
Finding my heart,
Poisoning it, tearing it apart
Leaving it cold and lonely...

I don't know if I made the right decision...
I feel guilty
For taking it out of my body
For killing it, for destroying our relation

Although I may have regrets,
I know I did what was best
For it, for me
Because deep down, I know I wasn\'t ready...

© Fighter

*never happened to me