I try to live life without you but it doesn’t work.
I don’t feel like anything is worth doing anymore
It hurts when I breathe
When I think of what happened between you and me I feel like you stabbed me in the heart with the sharpest knife available
And when I found out about whats her name it just drove the knife deeper in and twisted it.
No matter what I do I can’t bring you back to me
So I’m not going to try
I’m just going to stay in this h-ellhole we call life
And if I can’t bare it I can always just end it.
I can’t even look at myself in the mirror anymore
When I see my reflection I stare at it for hours and think what did I do wrong?
Was I pushy? Was I clingy? Was I too mean? Was I selfish?
So I just avoid the mirror
You swept me off my feet and made me feel whole again
Now that you’re gone I just sit here on the floor looking up
Maybe I think if I wait long enough you’ll come back
Then I can be happy again
But I know that isn’t going to happen so whats the use in trying?
I’m just giving up on life.
I’m giving up on love
You ruined it for me
