What I've Got

Never take anything in life for granted because you never know when someone or something you love can leave you, and you don't realize how much you miss it until it's gone and you can't get it back.

Did you ever have a friend that you thought would always be there. He'd be there to wipe away all your tears, and to chase away your childish fears. He'd be there right by your side holding your hand throughout your life. You never thought He'd leave you alone you aways thought he'd always be your best friend. But those little kid days changed and the one that was always there helping you make it through is now the stranger that's no longer there for you. He was the person you ran to when you were feeling down and it was all because of pain. It seemed like he was always the sunshine stoping all the rain. He was the one who gave you enough strength get get up and try again. I always thought we'd be there for each other but I guess I was wrong. I always think of you when I hear "Never leave you." That was our special friendship song. Now you've gone to high school and you've left me in middle school all alone. We don't even talk to each other on the tellephone. When I think of all the memories I don't even know what to say. It seems like all that stuff happened just yesterday, but really all these times are so far away. Then I just sit there with my heart broken in two. What happened why aren't you here to help me? I was always there to help you. I sit here alone and I watch myself cry. Why can't we be friends again? I don't want to have to say good-bye.
Well I know now that I can't put up anywalls and I can't put up a fight, I'll just have to sit back and pray to God I'm alright. Like this or not, I have to deal with it because it's all I've got....

I wrote this all by myself! Please comment it would mean a lot to me! Thanks for reading it!

Dedicated to my friend Jerry...I love you so much and I wish everything would go back to the way it was but I guess it won't and I can't keep trying to make it better because it will only make it worse....