Its gone
theres nothing there
and you don't know what to do
you don't know where you are
what you've done
or who you are
you don't know how to stop
or you don't know how to go
you don't know whats enough
and you don't know what you need
its all mixed in your head
all scrambled in your heart
all jumbled around in your mind
you've gone overboard too many times
your ships crashed on the rocky shore
your race car has gone off course
and your planes about to crash and burn
what do you do now?
how do you get to the point where you know?
you don't care anymore
and you don't feel anymore
you have lost all emotions
and nothing matters to you
reality came and knocked you on your ass
opened your eyes to the world around you
to the things you were once oblivious to you
or the things you've denied yourself for so long
reality has shot you down
and you don't know any other way to take it
besides turning the other cheek
you're not wiser
and you're not stronger
well you're not any different at all
you're just left to make it better for yourself
if it's even possible
you're forced to start over and make changes
even though it hurts so bad right now
thats the last thing you'll want to do
you've been pushed to the limit
and reality stepped in
and took everything
and changed it all
and making that climb back to everything
the journey to bring it all back
is going to be hell
and after all this inside you know it
