Love from one side

As long as I live
I want you to know
How much I love you
So please don't go

I need you so much
Without you i hurt
You're like my morphine
Although you treat me like dirt

I look back on the memories
At the way we used to be
But now I think about us
And all I see is me

You don't want me back
To me that is clear
But still I can't help it
To my heart you are near

Im holding onto the past
And I cant let it go
Tell me why I love him
Someone let me know

I need to be strong
Set my head straight
And even though I love you
There are parts of me that hate

I Love You...