=SPEAKING OUT LOUD=

Feeling miserable by how
Sometimes life turns to stab you

Feeling all broken that how you
Live is just so lonely with fear

You feel like your going to break down
Feeling as though life could be a threat to you

So much emotion could cuz this awaken
Fear of the guilt or nervous reactions
Could be popping out of no where

Wanting to be safe
Wanting to feel secure
....
When would I get this safe/secure life?
Some people say "Never"
Some people say "Some day"
It's a 50/50 life answer!!!
....
Feeling so cold
Acting like you don't care
Think that something bad would appear
Man, so much fears/worries...
Just get my stomach upset!!!

I don't wanna care for worries so much
I don't wanna care for fears as much as I do!

My best friend says
"I just care so much" and/or
"That I have a pure kind heart"
Even if I care and/or have a kind heart
I would still be with "High Nervous" or "Worries"
But everyone should know that why I feel this way is,
(Even if I don't have to be)
Cuz, of the fact that if my heart see a beautiful light
It'll sometimes would hind and won't get out!!!
(That's for something important that's going on now!)
Or if there's a presentation to do...
I won't be the one first.. And I'd be feeling like dieing!!...
Or even seeing someone that I don't wanna see
Cuz I have him for a class... but just have to hold it...
...
I might have issues or problems,
but hey God give me a life to live!
Especially with some "Fears", "Nerves", & "Worries"

~!~Copyright 2005 by Sedusha~!~

*!*This might not be the best one of my poems, but I have to speak OUT LOUD for people to understand..:-)God Bless Everyone!!!*!*