Silent tears

You gave yourself away,
To alcohol, gangs and drugs
While i was alone crying
You were smoking with those thugs

You started trashing houses
And beating people up
Even your parents hate you
For acting rebellious and tough

You never go to school
Because it's just to "lame"
Instead you endanger people
By acting rude and insane

You used to be a sweetheart
Someone who i liked
Now you always threaten me,
And try to cause pointless fights

You talk with such anger
And call them your "friends"
When really you are nothing
Just a loser in the end

So i take back all my tears
And the time i spent with you
I'd like you to forget me
Because "us" is through

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Now they are lowering you,
Your home is now a hole
I hope you are regretting
All those things you stole

Remember when i loved you
And i told you to stop
To give up your habits
Because one life is all you've got

Instead you choose to hurt me
Chuck me out like the trash
Now that gangster shoot you
For that one bad "stash"

One silent tear falls
As i slowly walk away
Because in my heart i love you
And that is where you'll stay.

-True story....It's quite amazing how you can hate someone so much but still love them? Enough said-