I feel alive,
Yet, so dead inside.
I feel afloat,
Yet I've been falling forever.
The warmth I feel,
Turns into a burning sensation,
That never goes away.
I feel so strong,
Then I crumble and I'm weak.
When things go wrong,
I feel uncontrollable,
In a frenzy panic.
I'm lost in confusion,
Of who to love,
Who to trust,
Who to let into my life.
I'm careless, yet cautious.
I'm happy, yet sad.
Then it all stops for just one second,
When I think of who I have,
What I have,
And the dreams I have to accomplish.
I have emotions, everyone does.
Good and bad.
But I feel different,
Then the ones who surround me.
I can look past the obstacles,
And go along on my way,
To find the person I am going to be.
Because I know,
I will meet her, someday,
And everything will fuse together.
