An everlasting boundary

This pressure
Heavy on my lungs
Constructs a surrounding
A surrounding
Where I feel nothing
Show nothing
Experience nothing
To the fullest

I wish this boundary beyond me
That my mind confines my soul to
I wish away this heartache
The burning in my soul

I'm in fear of being alive
Feeling emotions
The reality that good things do exist

Searching for true happiness
Searching for true love
Searching for the one place
That will always feel like home, my home

Without the boundary holding my will
I might just be....
Searching forever
For something that never existed
But only in fables.