Daddy Dont

You push me up against the wall
you sit and stare as I fall
your angry eyes look into mine
your hatreds to wards me, I can see that just fine
you start to punch at my face
you laugh out loud and pick up your pace
I don't know what I did
daddy stop...I'm your kid...
you throw me all around
you help me up then push me down
your drinking up the money with your beer...
dad you've given me a reason to fear
you give the others kisses on the head
you even tuck them into bed
so why do you pick on me?
its something I would like to see
you say I am the mistake
when the others are not awake
you beat me and make me promise to not make a peep
all this happens when the families asleep
as I lie there and let you hurt me tons of questions run Through my head
if only...well maybe...I'm better off dead....

Hayley ©