My Wrong (my bad...lol)

I was so wrong,
And I feel so bad.
My regrets are so strong,
But I was so mad.

I shouldn't have cared.
I shouldn't have gotten mad.
I shouldn’t have compared
And to this moment, I still feel bad.

I’m not sure what to say,
I don’t want to make it worse.
I never dreamed I would feel this way.
It all feels like a curse.

How did I get in this situation?
I’m already a mess!
Just what my life needs, another complication.
I guess I’ve been put to the test.

I guess I deserve this,
My wish came true.
I should be full of happiness and bliss.
So why do I feel so blue?

How long can this misery last?
It has already lasted too long.
I wish I could go back, and change the past.
But I guess this is where I belong.

I’m not sure what I can do.
I don’t know what else can be done.
I still want to be close to you,
But the chances of that seem slim to none.

I guess all I can do is wait,
And hope that its not too late.
Though, I think it might be.
All I can say is: I’M SORRY!

*Please Comment*