Self Hatred

Hate is a very strange feeling
how it can end people their lives
you can hate others
but worse of all, yourself

Self hatred is the worst feeling
there is and ever will be
no more room for love
only room for the hate

people insult you, cast you out
they say mean things about you
first you choose to ignore them
they're just little whispers

in time that whisper will go scream
so loud u can't ignore it anymore
their words cut and hurt your soul
leaving deep emotional scars behind.

then your worst fear has arrived
you start believing them
you believe what they say about you
even when nothing of it all is true

Soon you'll begin to hate yourself
hate yourself like they hate you
you have fallen into an endless pit
you can't escape you're trapped

You turned your back on your only friends
you like to be alone, alone with yourself
the person you hate the most.