Broken Friends

I’m to blame.
Our friendship is over.
This day finally came,
It’s all over.

I never thought this day would come.
I wished it wouldn’t end.
Now what is there to come?
Obviously not friends.

I thought there would be a chance,
But, I feel so weird around you.
I can tell I hurt you in just one glance.
I deserve this, paying for it is what I have to do.

I feel like I could melt.
I wish I could change the past,
Cuz with this I would have better dealt.
I can tell this pain is going to last.

There are so many things,
I want/need to tell you.
This is what my mistake brings:
Isolation from you-now what am I to do?

You probably thought I was a terrible friend,
And wished for our friendship to end.
I don’t blame you,
I would do that too!

If I were you ,
And had to put up with me.
I know our friendship would be history.
That is what you should do, too.

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