My life

Silence fills my head
With out moving i lay on my bed
I sit there with thoughts of wondering why
new thoughts of ways i could die

With a blink here or there
I don't think my body has had its fair share
I quietly sit up with blade in my hand,pain deep within
I slowly start to carve on my skin

This time its not just lines its a picture
Words saying alone and please fix her
Next to each other they will forever stay
My life was drawn out this way

My life so like a circus carousel
I'm ready for my soul to burn in hell
Good-bye you jerks
At my funeral i look forward to your smirks

*writers block its a weird one