Signing off for now...

by Armed-Alcoholic   Jan 12, 2005


The weather grows colder...
As the time goes by...
Still My wings are broken...
And cannot fly...

I stay on the earth...
And try to mend...
And in the crowds...
I try so hard to blend...

It's just the beginning...
Of this brand new year...
But I can feel my time to go...
As it does drawn near...

I'll write my suicide note...
Or maybe I will tomorrow...
I apologize for being selfish...
And also for causing sorrow...

I'm just so tired of trying...
I just want to quit...
I'm also tired of putting up...
With all this sh!t...

Mom says I'm worthless...
And of no use...
But anyways, I'm tired of
Putting up with her abuse...

My existence is so pointless...
I've got no reason to live...
I just pray one day...
Me you will forgive...

Maybe one day you'll join me...
Amongst all of the dead...
Tell then take good care...
And remember you're in my head...

Will this is Nick signing off now...
See you till next time...
I think I'll stay just a little longer...
In this living hell of mine...

-sorry it makes no sense... and it's pretty crap... Just upset... Need better title too...-

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  • 19 years ago

    by Jessy

    love the poem ur mom sounds jjust like my low life dad!!! HE is putting so much stuff in my moms head god its crazy

  • 19 years ago

    by Lyss is dead

    wow I don't even know what to say to you. you are an AMAZING writer. Words can't even describe it. wow you have no idea. these are suh good poems, and I feel exactly the same way you do. I almost gave up on my life. Not to many guys say what they think. I'm glad there's someone out there like you that is not araid to speak what's on his mind. you really toutched my heart. <3 alyssa

  • 19 years ago

    by KaTiE

    i think your writing is amazing, keep it up, i look forward to reading more
    ~katie~

  • 19 years ago

    by Knoxy

    Hey, this is really good...i can relate to your poem...and i can c where you came with this one, this is not shitty...this is awesome...i liked it...and the title isnt that bad...keep on writing, and take care...
    ~Luv Alwayz Knoxy

  • 19 years ago

    by unprotected lover

    omg, im sorry your poem is awesome i wish i could help you out. if you ever want to email me check out my poems ill get back to you. great work, nice emotion, kept me reading. it was very well written