Where are you

So close yet so far away
so present but invisible
my daily yearning for you
fails to help me last.

you love another.. but why is that so?
is it my thoughts? my actions? my words?
regardless i won't cange for you.
i just simply want to know.

i dont know why i need you
perhaps just having someone there
someone to catch me when i fall
like i always do..

to whom is this written?
a good question, indeed.
my equal, my whole
i do not know.

whoever it is, i need you... now.