The time is nearing,
The day seems way to close;
My tears are already falling,
But my heart is what hurts the most.
I look back on our times,
And pray you remember them too;
I cherish our times together,
Though there are so very few.
Laughing at our arguments
They were so ridiculous and crazy;
Crying at the time we lost,
The future seems so hazy.
When are you coming back,
Tell me this is all some bad dream;
Wake me up from this nightmare,
Fix these broken seams.
I called you the other day,
It’s like you don’t care anymore;
Maybe I just can’t say the right things,
Maybe I need to forget everything and walk out the door.
Is it just me hanging on for nothing,
Or is it you trying to brush everything away;
I saw it coming though,
I always knew there would be a day.
I think about everything that I assumed was wrong,
Then realized without it I wouldn’t have known you;
Everything has brought me to you,
I thank God for everything that I’ve been through.
Thankful for those that broke my heart,
Happy that things didn’t work out;
It all led me straight to you,
Which is all my heart is about.
My deepest sadness came from those days of regret,
Those nights of tears;
But they are nothing compared to the thought of losing you,
That is my greatest fear.
Today is the day,
The day I hoped I would never see;
Now is the time to say good-bye,
How is it that the only one crying is me?
I still can’t let go,
I still can’t move on just yet;
It’s like I’m tied and caught,
In memory’s dangerous net.
God you blessed my broken road.
You gave me the chance with him;
But now he is leaving,
How is it that everything is becoming so dim?
Dear Lord bless this broken heart,
Mend the shattered pieces back together;
Give me something that will stay,
Something that could possibly be forever.
