Alone and tired, I can’t take much more
All this reminds me, the way it was before
My soul too far gone, the feeling too real
Everything is nothing, only pain left to feel
Clenching my fists, the skin it turns white
I know this isn’t the way, I know it’s not right
Looking away, I slide the blade across
The pain is excruciating, I look at the blood loss
The blood flows, making a trail
My mind, very weak and frail
Dazed as I look, knowing what I did do
I can’t comprehend, why I cause more pain too
Thinking of him, I feel another tear
He’s not the whole reason, but only one of my fears
Looking away once more, the blade it does cut
Feeling this pain, I’m stuck in a rut
Should I end it now, forgetting all that’s real
I can but I can’t, I don’t know what else to feel
One more scar, I add to the array
I know for sure, for me they won’t go away
I stare at the blade, it shimmers in the light
My hands become sweaty, as I hold onto it tight
The power to relieve all the pain, I take the last move
It all becomes black; I have nothing more to prove
