These Letters

Forgive me,
So I can forgive myself
I've written and found many letters,
Letters of hatred and mistrust.

Alot of turmoil and lust
The ability to move on is a must
I want to write and find new letters-
Letters of friendship and love.

For many times I've found myself
standing on the edge-ready to jump,
or against the ropes
More then willing to give up....

I'd give anything for some space
And at the same time anything for...
Love and trust
not a life of hatred, pain and lust!

For I'd gladly have jumped
If it would allow others to truely live,
I'd have happily stayed pinned against the ropes,
If it meant I could set some 1 else free.

You see-The reality of the situation
Is that life tests my patience
I need to be and be able to believe
in my self and my dreams!!