My Suicide Prayer..

by Armed-Alcoholic   Jan 20, 2005


Sometimes I just sit here,
And to you oh Lord I'd pray.
I ask you to take my pain,
To just take this life away.

I don't know if you really exist,
I'm not so sure I believe,
But I still do pray to you and hope,
My prayers you might receive.

I dunno if you're listening,
I'm quite sure you're busy,
But please, do spare some time,
To listen to this broken child; Me.

"Oh dear Lord, I beg of you,
To please let me end my life today,
Please let me leave this time,
Cuz I wish do not wish to stay.

Please Lord, I've tried many times,
Each Time.. I'd just sadly fail.
Please let me succeed this time,
Let me open my wings and take sail.

Thank you Lord, I end my prayer,
I wish for no tomorrow again,
Please, do grant this one wish,
And let me end my pain."

I ended my prayer, and sat here.
I stared at my blood-stained knife.
I picked it up, and sliced in deep,
Hoping to end this worthless life.

-Not good, Wrote it last night, was upset sorry.

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  • 19 years ago

    by iwanttobalone

    what are you talkin about.. not good? this was very well written. don t turn out like me.. trust me you don twant to. do me a favor and check out some of my stuff plz...

  • 19 years ago

    by ┼Ch3L53A┼

    that is so sad nick dont do none of that stuff ne more its bad for u and when u go to do it think of all tha thangs u havnt done nd u want to do them nd juss thank of how ppl would feel if u wasnt here now
    then we couldnt read ur great pomes and quotes!!
    x0x0x
    love always
    chelsea

  • 19 years ago

    by Unseen Exposure


    I can REALLY relate, I'm not so sure of God myself ... I've also written a couple of poems about it, but to be honest, they completely suck. Yours was good. Excellent Job.

  • 19 years ago

    by Ophelia

    i think it's very good. keep it up.

    alwayz,
    *hellz angel*

  • 19 years ago

    by ~*Missing Them Already*~

    Oh hun...Please hold tight for me...please...I need you...you know it too
    Love you
    Sammy