Why?!

Why do I feel so hurt when I have nothing left to cry
All my tears have fallen and my eyes have now gone dry
Why did you have to go and leave me on my own
After all this time my feelings for you have grown
Why did it feel like I was your game to use when you got bored
Coz when you were with your friends I always got ignored
Why I am I holding onto the past, these memories staying close
When all I want is to forget the hurt and let the memories loose
Why was I such a fool to let you mess with my mind
I want to be able to move on with my life and leave these feelings behind
Why does it feel as though I was the bad one
When all I did was let my heart come undone
Why did you take out my hearts stitching again
The stitching that tried to heal up the pain
Why can't I let go of these feelings I hold
Engraved in my heart your name has grown bold
Why do I lay my head down at night
Hoping that something will turn this wrong right
So as I ask myself these questions I hope the hurt will soon go
And I realize all I really need
Is my healing rainbow

By *me*