The Best Guy ( About Lieing to a Guy )

I try so hard to let it go
but i just cant seem to forget
It hurts more ever day
Its something I'll always regret

I'll always blame myself
for causing me such pain
Because its my own lies and problems
That drives myself insane

I lied to you so many times,
To many to recall
I blame myself for hurting us both
I blame you none at all

I couldn't anticipate
The pain I would embark
I would never have thought of your reaction
While us, walking through the park

I cared for you so much
There wasn't a thing I wouldn't have consummated
I thought of us so much
I did nothing but contemplated

You were perfect
And so much more
There are so many qualities you posse
I just die for

But we were nothing
All we were was a lie
I should have never treated you so badly
You didn't deserve it, your such a great guy

I'm not sure what to do now
All I know Is from us, I learned a lot
I learned not to lie
Or take advantage of what you've got

So please just remember
I never meant to lie
And don't think its your fault
You truly are, the best guy !