I'm Still Lost

The medication began to improve
My mood, but not my mind
I am still haunted by the dreams
That I can't seem to find

What is this cruel limbo
I've been stationed at
My mood might be better
But what's the point in that?

Because as I realize
I have no dreams to run with
Even though I feel better
I still have no reason to live …

The chemicals gave good feeling
That isn't meant to be there
Now I'm so frustrated
In the middle of nowhere

The happiness seems false;
Because when I stop I see
That I'm still just as lost
Life just isn't meant for me.

© Copyright Sharon Ardern 2005