Death swallows me

Your screams fill my head
I am just so sick of it all
I sit there alone crying on my bed
You don't notice as i start to fall

I cant stand the pain no one See's
I cant stand having all my secrets
There's no where in this life for me
This decision i wont regret

I hold my razor as i continue to cry
I'm making my dream come true
I really hope it works i really hope i die
I'm doing this for me not for you

I close my eyes as i carefully aim
In my head i say your accomplishing your goal
I hope i hit the right vein
Death swallows me whole