My Heart Faded To Black

I lie awake at night
Hoping to die
Because I can't hold you tight
Life passes by

My heart fades to black
The blood runs through my veins
I can't hold it back
I will love you forever, Blaine

You are the love of my life
I will never let go
I need to end my life, I'll just use the knife
I just want you to know:

You are the only one I want
You are the only one I need
You are what my ghost will haunt
After I had to bleed

Only because I couldn't be with you
I had to end my life
I'm sorry my life is through
I'm sorry I couldn't be your wife

After you find out I'm dead and gone
Don't you die too
Just hold on
Because I did it for you

I just wanted you to know
I couldn't live without you
I just couldn't grow
You are what I needed too

My heart faded to black
After you moved away
I knew you weren't coming back
So I did it that day

I KNOW THIS ISN'T THAT GREAT BUT I WROTE IT IN LIKE A MINUTE SO IF YOU COULD COULD YOU PLEASE COMMENT AND TELL ME WHAT I COULD DO BETTER! the ideas are just thrown around! thanks!