If you could only imagine

If you could only imagine
living day after day
if you could only imagine
living this way
if you could only imagine
feeling my pain
if you could only imagine
all these things driving me insane
if you could only imagine
living my life
if you could only imagine
going through so much strife
if you could only imagine
trying to be happy
if you could only imagine
only feeling crappy
if you could only imagine
them forcing me to smile
if you could only imagine
feeling like I'm not worthwhile
if you could only imagine
always feeling alone
if you could only imagine
always cutting to the bone
if you could only imagine
dreading to wake
if you could only imagine
being filled with ache
if you could only imagine
crying all my tears
if you could only imagine
locking yourself up all these years
if you could only imagine
always wanting to be free
if you could only imagine
no one letting me be
if you could only imagine
wanting someone to care
if you could only imagine
life not treating you fair
if you could only imagine
being a waste of space
if you could only imagine
failing liefs race
if you could only imagine
always eyeing the knife
if you could only imagine
wanting to end your life
if you could only imagine
being tired of the pain I feel
if you could only imagine
wondering if the scars will heal
if you could only imagine
not wanting to be me
if you could only imagine
not liking the person I've come to be
if you could only imagine
being someone nobody knew
if you could only imagine
being someone who could be next to you
if you could only imagine
but you can't because your you
there's nothing
you could do
your you,
NOT me
i just hate my life
can't you see!!!