Broken

I need you here,
and I need you now,

I feel so empty,
all I do is frown,

I try to smile,
but everyone knows it is a fake,

I wish I could have you,
but I can't and my life's at stake,

no i'm not obsessed,
no I don't need help,

I need your love,
I need to be felt,

I remember the days,
we spent together,

you held my hand,
and when I was sad you made me feel better,

we arent like that no more,
you passed me up for some ho_e,

what the carajo was you thinking,
what was I supposed to do,

I told that bia off,
and all you did was laugh,

oh yeah everythings funny,
even when I kicked your aso,

I hate the fact you like her,
and you said you would never get back with me,

well I guess thats what you wanted,
this is your happy ending,

I cut myself beacuse you hurt me,
made me cry those crimsom tears,

well before I die,
here's my heart you held so dear,

you notice it is broken,
thousands of pieces shattered,

you have the right to pick them up,
piece them back together,

I guess this is the end,
for real this time,

I love you with all my heart,
thats why I made this rhyme.

*~* dedicated to my ex..whom I may never have again*~*