Thankful for Melancholy

You tried to faze me out but I’m still here
You tried to stop me thinking but my thoughts are clear
You never took me seriously
I used to live my life dangerously
I guess I should be thankful for everything I’ve got
But all the good things I forgot
I’m left in misery and I’m in decay
The pain is constant everyday
You left me months ago
Parts of me are still waiting to re-grow
From when you cut up my heart and left it outside
I’m waiting to the memories of you to subside
To leave me alone in my own world
And wait for new joys to be unfurled