Where Did I Go Wrong?

I don't know what i did
honestly I'm afraid
i wish i knew what i said
just to take it all away

i must have been wrong
to spill my heart out to you
maybe when you said you loved me
those words were never true

i cant help but sit and think
where did i go wrong?
the tears well up, but i push them back
i cant, we've been apart far too long

why would i care if you didn't reply
when i told you how i feel
i must have been such a fool
it all just felt so real

i can't help but believe
that you'll come back to me one day
i go over it in my mind
plotting what i would say

but then i realize that I'm alone
and you still long gone
i only wish you would think of me
do you remember "our song?"

you said you sill loved me
and that you always will
but i hope you know
that i love you still

why did you write
when you knew we would never be
when you turned your back and walked away
but still claimed to love me

so this is why I'm so confused,
i honestly don't see
what was it that i said so wrong
to make you easily forget about me

this wound you left still stings
here deep in my hallow chest
I'm afraid when you tore me apart
you sowed me up with nothing left

so here we are again
the past burns in our minds
i hope you see how much i care
in each and every written line...

*dedicated to C.S.*