You're watching my disguise

Mommy and daddy I used to love you guys
But you're ruining so much; I just want to say good-bye
You're closing up my life
And you're causing so much strife
My dear parents maybe I should just go away
Leave and get the freedom I need right this day
Can't hang out with friends, can't go to parties
Just stay at home, with this screwed up family
Don't have a social life, keep friends out
Give me the blame, go ahead and shout
Say no to everything, no matter what it is
My life's falling apart and you're causing all this
Yell at me now, come on say no
Make my tears fall, but you won't know
Because I run into my room and shut the door
But you don't come after me, since you don't care anymore
I can feel your smile as the door I slam
You're not accepting it's my life as I am
Stop controlling me just let me be
So who I am, maybe you'll see
Maybe I should run far, far away
So then in your life you can finally pay
I want to see your tears falling because of me
I want to repay you the debt that has come to be
So as you stare at me, into my eyes
Just know you're looking past a lot, you're watching my disguise
You don't know, because my sleeves are always pulled down
That I have scars of you, that goes along with my frown
So when you look at me thinking you know my whole life
You're missing my tears falling as I carve with this knife…

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