Uncurable

Sitting in the corner
Your head hanging down
Your hair in your face
To hide the tears that trace
The sadness beneath those sleeves
Trying to make sense of why you had to leave
I'm crying out in your head
But you pretend to not listen
Fine don't help me
Just know that I'm never gonna be
okay
I'm never gonna be
okay
I want to say that I am fine and mean it
I don't want to wish on another star and say "Please come back to me your so far"
And I've missed you so much I had to make this scar
I'm never gonna be
okay
You can tell everyone that I'm yours
You can tell everyone that I'm sweet
Just never tell them that behind this hidden heart is a never ending pain
Please try to understand
Please take my hand
I'll show you my book of shattered memories
I'll show you my scars of my hopeless hopes and dreams
Theres no one who'll care if I leave right now
I'm sorry I had to do this all behind your back
I'm sorry that I hated you
But you got me upset
And I could never forget the pain
That will forever remain
Theres a place in my heart
And it aches everyday
No love can cure it