The decision

I close my eyes
And i listen to you scream
Telling me that I'm worth nothing
It's worse than a scary dream

I go to my room
I close my door
I turn my music on real loud
I think to myself i need more

Pulling out my one last hope
My eyes starting to make a flood
I unwrap that small but sharp blade
On my arm i draw my blood

Covering my cut with my hand
I allow my head to fall
My blood now smeared everywhere
I write bloody words all over my wall

My breath gets shorter
My eyes eyes gracefully close
In the morning I'll have a new cut to hide
This is the decision I've chose

* not sure about it but comment please