I’m trying to take hold
Of what was once the past
Hoping to hold on
Hoping it will last
What was once there
Left so long ago
I want it back
Why, I don’t know
I want to reassure
That my heart can feel
It’s still trying to recuperate--
Still trying to heal
From the pain it’s endured
from the scars left behind
I just want to be reassured
That I’ll be able to find
What once made me happy
And not so damn sad
My hearts not one
To just be had
