Irony

I find it ironic...
no really. i do.
for all that shit that you put me through
i find it ironic
that you're my best friend
yet my troubles have no end
i find it ironic
that you made me like this
cause of you i was drunk for my 1st kiss
i find it ironic
that i blame all this on you
even though all this shit is shit that i do
i find it ironic
that we just now got caught
were both screwed now- now what'd we got?
i find it ironic
that for awhile i just wanted to be
with my best friend for alcohol thats free
i find it ironic
that i have changed so much
in the past year, with drugs and such
i find it ironic
that this is all my fault
i made you like this, 'bad' or so called
i find it ironic
that if we had never met
we wouldn't be in trouble and shit as of yet
i find it ironic
that through all this is still love you
and that you have some of me- vice versa too

but through it all you've been there, and i hope that you can say the same
cause its all ironic- how there's no one to blame.

i have figured it out- how the world ticks
theres no one to blame but ourselves, thats it
we blame it on each other, we blame it on you
but we are the ones who decide, its true.

i find it ironic,
how in the beginning, i blamed it on Rae
and i know that I'm wrong- so what can i say?
the irony overwhelms me...