And if...

If i went a little further up
and cut a little deeper
and if i bled a lot more
for just a little bit longer
i wouldnt have to feel this pain.
i wouldn't have to play my game
i wouldn't have to hide my shame
i would be so happy.

if i went a little further up
and cut a little deeper
and if i bled a lot more
for just a little bit longer
everyone would be happier
people wouldn't be so sad
mom and dad would stop being mad
and no one would ever care.

i think that i should
go a little further up
and cut a little deeper
and bleed whole lot more
and do it for a little bit longer.

and if i did no one would miss me. no one would cry for me.

why cant i do it?
i think that maybe i can...