SeEk!Ng My ReDeMpT!oN

I do not want to beg,
I do not want to cry,
All I want to do,
Is just fckuking bleed and die.
I want to slit my wrists,
Watch the deep blood then begin,
All the while i know,
That I can not redeem this sin.
The pain that I have caused,
Has ruined us for life...
It will never be the same again,
I can never make wrong right.
But please always rememeber,
The perfection that we reached,
I\'m going to love you forever,
Even if you never see.