Dedicated 4-16-04

I remember how i cried tears of happiness your first night home, you held me perfectly, kissed my forehead and my loneliness was gone.
I clung to you gracefully for you were my strength. My mind, soul and body were at peace and my heart was content.
what a beautiful night we shared and u played it as if you would always be here,
now for you my heart wont even beat the same, you`ve caused it so much hurt, grief and shame.
i hear certain songs and i feel sad, R&B artists singing about the kind of "love" we had,
every day it hurts cuz this pain runs too deep, the only time I'm alright is when Ive finally fallen asleep.
still i dont understand what i did to deserve any of this and what gave you the nerve to try and make it all up with a kiss?
its written all over my face exactly how i feel no matter how i try to hide it my expression keeps it real.
sometimes i stare into space and i imagine better days, i pray for my sanity and for you better ways.
but i guess somewhere in the back of my mind i still have hope...
but to live each day with that wonder is like my heart being lynched from a rope.

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