Can't Let Go, Won't Say Good-Bye

I can still remember everything you said
I can still hear your voice in my head
Saying you still love me but to move on
To be happy and that your pain is gone

I still miss the way made me feel
Like nothing but us was real
The tingling in my stomach when you were around
How you were always there when I was about to hit the ground

I still can't say my final good-bye
I try not to shed a tear, yet still I cry
Trying to survive the long nights without you there
It still feels like a nightmare

I lost my love, my only, my life
And I try so hard for you, not to grab the knife
But its so hard without you here to hold me tight
Its so hard without you there at night

I try and love again, but you're in everything I do
Wishing I was up there with you too
I want to feel you there again, feel your warm skin
I want you back, to ease the pain within

It feels like I've been ripped apart
Because you're not here, only in my heart
I can't turn away, I can't let you go
I won't let the memories slip away, its all I have left of you

-R.I.P Ryan