Stop Pretending

by ♥-Sharon Ardern-♥   Feb 19, 2005


I was trapped behind a mask
So used to hiding my pain
I kept my feelings locked
Under a thousand miles of chain

But today, today I decided
That I will stop pretending
Cos I'm thinking that's the only way
I can get a happy ending

I need to get to know
The person I hid inside
The one that cries
The one who nearly died

The one I tried to burn away
The one I tried to cut to pieces
And now I see she's someone
That only truth releases

I ran and ran from my hell
Believing it would fade
But the more I tried to make it go
The longer it stayed

So I sit, staring at myself
Eyes locked on me, no more pretending
Cos running with a mask
Won't get me a happy ending.

© Copyright Sharon Ardern 2005

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  • 19 years ago

    by Hidden Meaning

    brilliant . . . you are an amazing writter . . . i hope your ok . . . 5/5 x x x take care x x x

  • 19 years ago

    by Marta

    wow, beautiful poem. i hope you're getting better, things will be ok :) x x x take good care.

  • 19 years ago

    by Gunjan

    this is an awesome poem and reminds me exactly of myself and the situation i am in
    its very touching.
    lookin forward to readin more of you
    love
    gunjan

  • 19 years ago

    by Not Bulletproof

    wow, just incredible sharon...you're such an incredible writer! I'm so proud of you, i hope things get better, you're in my mind and heart, love you hun, be good <33 xxxxxx love you

    -Mortalidaga
    xxTakeCarexx

    hope your happy ending comes soon :)

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