My Final Goodbye

*~* i just want to let you guys know that this is kind of like a suicide letter so that might explain why it says the stuff it does*~*

This is my final goodbye,
I hope you all have a great life.
But mine wasn't worth the pain,
so I'm finally going to use the knife.

To all those I care about
I'm so very sorry,
but it's my time to go.
There's no need to worry.

Your lives would be better
If i am gone.
You won't even remember me,
there's no point of me going on.

To Luis, I love you and always will
more than poem can ever say.
But i screwed up bad,
and now you won't give me the time of day.

I know I hurt you,
and I don't deserve you anymore.
So there's no point of my life going on.
You're truly the one and only person I adore.

You've moved on, and forgot about me
so now I'm leaving for good.
Your life will be great
like it always should.

You deserve the best
because you're such a great guy,
but I lost you for good,
and now I deserve to die.

Now to Andrea, a really great friend.
I know you're going through alot right now,
and I know things are really tough,
but you will make it through somehow.

I'm sorry I won't be here,
to guide you or lead the way,
but you will make it through.
Just take it day by day.

I know I said I would always be here
no matter what is going on,
whenever you needed to talk,
or maybe a shoulder to cry on.

But I'm afraid it's now my time to go
I'm sorry if this hurts you.
there is nothing for me here,
but I don't want to leave a friendship so true.

But I've been hurt so badly through my life,
and I can no longer take the pain.
It will never ever leave,
it just happens all over again.

I'm sorry Samantha,
for doing this to you too,
but I have to leave,
there's nothing else for me to do.

Please stay safe
I know you can make it through.
Please try hard
it's something you have to do.

Jennifer, your friendship has been great,
I'm really glad we were friends,
but I have to say goodbye.
It is all coming to an end.

You were always there,
and help me get through tough times,
as I did for you,
but everybody has to go sometime.

Last but not least, Kevin.
You are a really great friend,
and you always stood up for me,
but my life is at its end.

Now back to you, Luis,
I know this didn't hurt you because you don't even care,
but maybe we'll meet again
someday, somewhere.

There's just on last thing
to you I have to say,
I will love you always and forever.
Every hour of everyday.

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