Without you.

My heart filled with hate,
For what i did not say
As i sit at our rock
Except - Without you today

I cannot begin to imagine,
How much was in your head
As you fell down the gorge,
To your horrid-bloody death

In my mind i can picture,
Your screaming, shattered face
As the Unimog lost control,
And took you from this place

The rapids of the river,
Were to strong to survive
Kawarau drowned you in pain;
Until you had died
+++++++++++++++++++++++
I do not want to leave,
I do not want to go home
Because i will lose strength;
When i realize I am alone.

But I will forget my heartache,
I will not cry a single sad drop
I will smile and be happy;
As your memory is all I have got

So as i pick myself up
And wipe away the tears
I will pretend you are right beside me
Like you were for 16 years.

[I lost a very close friend of mine yesterday - his army vehicle somehow ended up over the side of a gorge. I do not have a clue how to handle it ...]