Giving Up the Blade

I just need to sort out things, just get a clue.

I need to stop doing these awful things that I do.

But that blade is just so tempting as it sits there,

But I have to remember I'm hurting people and convince myself they really might care.

It might seem kind of hard to believe,

Because I've just let so many people decieve.

I just want to smile and mean it again,

And to do that I have to let go of my best friend.

The blade no longer smiles as a put it in a box...

And it will never be opened because I threw away the combination to the locks.