Falling from Heaven

I sat there paralyzed as if God was smiting me with one of his lighting bolts. I could see the gates of heaven close in front of me and the fires of hell light up again in my heart, it made me cry. I could see the arrow of love snap into. I fell from heaven to earth and then kept on going. I couldn't speak. I couldn't think. I just no my happiness is over as fast as it started. But I no it was for the best. I didn’t want you to make up these feelings for me if they were not true. I can’t see my self-falling for some one again, knowing that this might happen again. Who knows maybe I will and it might even be you. But id have to say, that the short time we had together meant the hole world to me and I will all ways remember it