Tonight its over

Drenched in bloody regrets i fall
one last time i cry
one last time i say i love you
for tonight my body shall die

cutting deeper as i move
up my arm gashes mourn
no more talking that shows nothing
but broken veins that can't reform

months of wrists without the blood
showing you it can be done
but under my clothes you never saw
for me the blade had always won

for me the blade is my everything,
my life, my sanity, my end
forever hiding my true self
hiding something that cannot mend

bloody stains are showing through
now more than ever before
this smile on my face
a fake ill use forever more

blood is everywhere i look
my heart will soon be free
please whatever calls for me now
be kind, accept me for me

goodbye to all i love
remember how i used to be
when i used to smile
what i used to make you see.

tonight its over.